i am difficult to please
i cant even say what i wanna say here because i know this person will read it. the only person who knows what im talking about is carolyn. and im so grateful i have her to talk to because what im feeling right now is pretty ‘wrong.’ no, i dont have a crush on a married man/girl/little boy blah blah blah. i cant let this get too specific. you make me question this relationship that i thought was really strong.
i think i’ll just coffee with carolyn tmr and blurt it out then. goodnight!
